Hope and dreams

well what can i say. our baby is 9 pounds and heavy as can be. but that's a good thing. things have been a little crazy around here with Micah. he is starting to get a schedule down and seems to be getting over his cold. he is 6 weeks now and growing!! so things are good over all.
hope and dreams..do you have any.? has any of your dreams been put on hold, or just will not come true no matter how you try to work it. this is what i am going through right now. and its not my fault. yay for that one.
i have been going though physical therapy for my back and been really pushing myself to get back to a working state. it has been real tough but i am pushing it. i know that i am going to get through this but man is it hard..! i have a chance to get into a working program that will help me even more, so that's a good thing. sense my injury i have been laid up and not able to do much. with our baby i know that i have to get back to work some how. just so i can provide a little more income for us, and maybe move out of my parents house!!! so during all these procedures i have been through it seem like there is nothing that will get me there..so i have to find a job that i can do in this state. my hope of getting better has been crashed several times. so it is hard for me to want to get out and find a job. but our Little guy needs me. and i know that i need to do something.
i have a chance to get into a position of leadership. yeah i am scared but i know that it is not one of my weaknesses. i know this job! there are a lot of possibility's were i am going and i just keep praying that it could lead into a full time job. i am not worried about it because i know that they will train me up to the fullest. and give me a chance to reach a dream. i have a lot of things to get done before, but i know that if this is were God wants me He will look after me during it all.
i just keep praying that it will work out and maybe someday we will have a place to call our home and be able to raise Micah up the way that God intended. and for me to get a job. that right now is hope and dream right now.